Looking back to the future

So it's starting to warm up here now, ever so slightly turning into the summers we all love. We've been two years without a decent summer time though so fingers crossed we can keep the rain away this year. Last summer was pretty good. I was hanging out with some awesome people this time last year but due to break ups and fall outs I rarely see them anymore. We had amazing adventures to dubs in the park, sand down volks world show and attending the no-rice meets in guilford every month. One of the guys I used to go to no-rice with, Tim, is currently on the otherside of the world with his best mate Pete. They're going to be meeting up with Robyn (Tim's lady) and Elder (my best mate) so the next few months are going to be a bit bare. Nobody to go to the volswagen shows with and no little one to enjoy my days off with! Dont get me wrong my friends i've made in the past few months have been fantastic to me and I wouldnt change them for the world. But at the same time I wouldnt have changed last year for the world either. Shame the world just changed it for me.

Weekend Rain

I went away to Plymouth at the weekend to just chill out a bit, met my gorgeous new cousin Conor. He's 22 days old today and is the sweetest thing i've ever seen I love him so much. Scott (his father, my cousin) doesnt seem old enough to have a little one yet, only seems like yesterday when I was the one they were looking after. But Scott and Philippa are going to be amazing parents. On saturday my other cousin Lee brought his kids down with Ria, Liam is running around on his feet now and Macey is soooo tall!!! So had a four hour trip home the next day and came to Bracknell to see Brad play in his band Mia Hope, they've got we'll good now you should check them out www.myspace.com/miahope

So I've got to get my room ready for my new furniture coming tomorrow, should be good but shed loads of effort.

Jamie Fox

 

Friends Forever

Haven't really got much to say today, feeling rather lathargic. I have been fairly distant from my boyfriend recently due to situations between friends, so I may go and visit him at work tomorrow if I'm in town. Feeling rather shy about it. It's probably been the longest time we've spent apart. The past few days have made me realise that i'd never cut my friends out of my life for a guy, and when it comes to advice they probably really know best. It's also taught me that friends, no matter how much you can argue, hurt and upset each other, you always love. Other friends can disappear and it can hurt but I guess you still love them because you wait for their return. I really do take my friends for granted and I can be a horrible person. But everyones the same. We all need to learn to just settle and have the time of our lives, cos life is too short